Date: 11/12/02 08:46:48 AM

Name: Kate

Subject: Newly diagnosed

Hello All.

Not really sure what to say..its been almost 2 weeks now since i found out. At least now iunderstand how i changed from who i was to who i am now.Its like a totally differnt person mentally. emotionally, physically. my gods i'm fat. scared. confused. i hate not knowing what to expect next! I hate feeling like I dont have any control. THey put me on synthroid, some things have changed already..menstration( iknow to much information lol).not tired ALL the time now.still no appetite but then i never did have.

But the depression thats whats killing me. i've never been a drepressed person.always upbeat and laughing.. i wonder it is because the dose is to little? to much? Not enough time to know? She said 4 weeks before retesting. Retesting for what I wonder. I mean its not gonna go away is it?

God i feel half crazy anymore and angry. And I wish i could stop crying.