En ung mamma med thyreoideakreft http://www.crazywithtwins.com/ og her http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/ar...DIOACTIVE.html

Når du går gjennom radioaktiv behandling må du holde deg unna andre mennesker. Du er radioaktiv for en periode. Hvordan føles det da å være mamma til tre små barn? Se dem gråte, ikke kunne løfte dem, trøste dem, klemme dem?

Now every time I come into the room, their little faces light up and they grin at me, but when they realise I’m not coming any closer, they start to cry.

I sat in the garden yesterday and every time I looked up, one of the twins was watching me. I grin and wave and chat to them, and sometimes that makes them happy. But other times they look at me like they’ve been abandoned.

My heart is aching.

My maternal instincts are grieving.

I want nothing more than to cuddle my three beautiful girls.

Bunny is having fun with relatives for half term, so I know she is okay.

But what if they twins start to resent me? What if we lose that incredible bond we spent a year building?

I am spending much of my day retreating to my room for a cry.